all at once

Mood : resigned
Music : It Ends Tonight by the All-American Rejects

once again impeccably lousy timing has come in the way of what could've been a really interesting turn for me.

even when everything seems to be going your way and you start to see the greener pastures, the slightest bump in the road can throw you totally off course. it's that little piece of cheese that was dangling in front of you a moment ago that's now gone.

in hindsight, this might've saved me a lot of trouble too. the kinda trouble that you would take back if you had a time machine. but that's just me thinking negatively.

things could've gotten much much more interesting for me. so close yet so far.

i can't explain myself at all...

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