taking it a day at a time...

Mood : confused
Music : Sayin' Sorry by Hawthorne Heights

i awake to a disturbance my ears have learned to welcome by now... blurry eyed and disoriented, i grab for it hoping i'll be presented with something worthy of the hope i'm feeling at that moment. moments pass and i allow myself a grin before stopping myself. i roll over and shut my eyes... hoping the feeling will pass quicker this time.

i struggle to lift myself out of bed and cringe wondering why my mouth still hurts. i ponder for a moment before pacing into the shower... words that i wish to speak but are better left unsaid...

i guess there are worse things to be than a failure...