rockabye... rockabye

Mood : worried
Music : Better Days by the Goo Goo Dolls

i've finally done it... i've finally chopped off my hair (no i'm not bald). it took 2 trips to the (same) hairdresser and even some modifications by my mom... and now i have to say... that i still think it looks weird. i have a feeling that the reason i still can't come to terms with my new look is that now my forehead is... overly exposed.

caught MI III today... it was actually pretty good. i think it is so far the best among the others that were made. i remember watching the first one way back when i was probably still in primary... or maybe lower secondary... my memory fails me. well anyways i had no idea what was going on so i think i eventually ended up snoozing... no doubt dreaming up my own impossible mission! ok... that was lame...

i have been pretty confused about what i've been doing lately... i AM trying my best. i just hope it will be enough. right now i wish i could move at the speed of thought... just like nicholas cage in the city of angels. sigh... things WILL get better ok? i promise...

'cause all of the stars have faded away...'