ignoring that voice in the back of your mind...

Mood : confused
Music : Epiphany by Staind

today i did something that i would never have done under normal circumstances. fully knowing that my actions would only lead to further complications in my life, i still went ahead anyway. all my life i was brought up by parents who taught me to live life practically and to never bite off more than you can chew.

now i sit in my chair still wondering how i ever gained the fortitude to just lay down all my cards and allow everything to just fall wherever they may. i've absolutely no idea as to what may happen over the next few weeks or even months but i'm at least content to know that i will not alone to endure all the confusion and... distance.

do i regret what i did? not for a second...

'and that's one thing i can do nothing about'

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the premiership battle is over... and unfortunately once again evil has triumphed. well at least the manager of the club is evil. now promises and vows are erupting everywhere from the mouths of the clubs who have lost, promising change next season. i only hope the red devils can get their act together in time. by now, i think it's only a matter of time before RVN leaves for good. who fergie will choose to fill his shoes is anyone's guess and make no doubt about it... he will have big expectations to live up to.

we'll miss you ruud... i know i will...