don't go there

Mood : hopeful
Music : Everything We Had by The Academy Is...

i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. not because i don't miss her but because it hurts so much to be near her again.

everyone is coming back this time. weeks and weeks of planning went into this just to make sure everybody will be available tomorrow. i'm thankful for the close-knit family that is my mom's family.

i haven't been to visit her in a while. i really should've tried to make a trip before tomorrow but now chances seem bleak.

at least we'll be together.

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i brought my other half to meet my bro and his wife last night for dinner. i really appreciate the effort she made to try to be as likable as she could be. though i could've done without all the fish jokes.

who am i kidding? i've known my aunts all my life and they still mock me about it all the time.

there's not a lot i have to be thankful for these days. i'm adding her to the list.

please don't go now
please don't fade away