Chasing shadows

Mood : waiting
Music : Sowing Season by Brand New

how far would you go to prove the people around you wrong? are the pain and tears worth all the trouble? i understand that sometimes we have to stand firm by our decisions but i guess at some point we all need to realize that we're only human and to err comes naturally to us. i guess the true difficulty is trying to climb your way out of that chasm before you fall deeper in.

thankfully humans are resilent and we normally pick ourselves up quite swiftly afterwards...

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in less than 24 hours i'll be on a plane to the UK. am i excited? i think so... i can't really tell yet. the thought of leaving home and not returning or seeing any of my family for half a year is starting to sink in pretty hard. suddenly i'm starting to notice everything i do... coz it might be the last time i'll be doing those things for quite some time. i'm gonna miss my guitar.

it's gonna be a heck of a ride... i only hope it turns out half as well as i hope it'll be. imagine... the next blog post i write will probably be from the room of my hostel.

now i'll go lie down in my bed... the last time for the next 6 months.

Time to get the seeds into the cold ground

It takes a while to grow anything

Before its coming to the end