Sunday, August 20, 2006

everybody hurts sometimes

Mood : disappointed
Music : Everybody Hurts by R.E.M.

it's weird how it always happens like this... it isn't the first time and for some reason i doubt i will be the last. it makes me wonder why i allow myself to be pulled into this sort of situation in the first place...

ever since i joined college i've been the 'safety net' that my friends allow themselves to fall unto whenever assignments or anything that's done in a group is handed out. this time round... it's my final year project and i'll be damned if i'm gonna let my partner use me as a free ticket straight to the convocation. as if it isn't enough that i'm doing everything... the prick has the audacity to exclaim that what i'm doing isn't a lot.

i HATE being taken for granted. why do i even bother...

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exams are near and as usual stress levels are once again high but unfortunately the world is ignorant to personal issues so keeping it together will just have to be another challenge to keep in mind.

to brighten up my day today... i had the pleasure of listening to this elderly woman sing when i was in church today. and please understand the full intensity of my sarcasm when i use the word pleasure. not only is this woman capable of not singing a single note in tune... she's also managed to get the timing of the words totally messed up! therefore it is absolutely IMPOSSIBLE to NOT hear her!! just how she is unable to sing in unison with everyone else is beyond me as the lyrics are displayed clearly in the front.

you may think maybe it's just because the song is new to her... she'll catch on soon. NO!! eventhough my church for some reason enjoys singing verses repetitively (which i find quite annoying) this woman still prefers singing 'her own song'. i know i'm not the only one who noticed as my brother who sat beside me kept looking over painfully at me... his face screaming 'help me...'

today actually isn't the first time i've been tormented by her but i just had to let it out today... can you tell i'm feeling pissed?

'a loaded god complex cock it and pull it...'

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